As I lay in the darkness
enveloped by the deafening silence,
unstable emotions and thoughts
of fear haunt me, then you wrap
your body around mine and breathe
softly on my neck and I feel a
warm chill run through my spine
and I try to fight overpowering
temptations but still afraid to let go,
of you, the moment. Ideas of love
and comfort from you began to
surround my already dying heart.
You speak words of reassurance
but your gentle touches and near
missed kisses make me nervous
because I want you but i know I
can't have you. Then your grip
loosens and the dream fades into
reality.
I won't fool myself.
Mon Sep 21, 2009 8:31 pm
